like it was before?

ok, so yesterday, Lauren broke up with me. Her excuse was that with college, and my work she would never have the time to see me, and to save all the heart ache, she would rather end it now. Ok so its kinda a pathetic excuse. but its over. I know know... im just confused at the moment, and Ive kinda hooked back up with one of my ex's. We arnt dating again, but things are back to how they were before... i think, i dont know, its all confusing. Im just gonna see how things go.

I dont really wanna rush anything at the moment. I wanna take my time and see how things go. Meeting this ex tomorrow, and going to emily's house warming party in the evening. So that will be fun.

I ended up going back to the doctor today, and have got some new meds that will hopefully help with the pains. Apparently they are just post op, it seems like when they operated on me, all the bumps and what not have messed around with my insides, and its just taking a lil longer then normal for everything to get back into place etc.

Back to work on tuesday, so hopefully im all better by then! ohh... ive also got the new guitar hero 5 game, it came out today!

Im off to bed now! so peace xxx