So, I know lifes been shit recently, but that all changed last friday! Spent friday night at Gemma's and as per usual I couldnt sleep, so was on facebook on Gemma's laptop and started speaking to this girl Angie... We got on really well, and spent ages chatting! On saturday leah got picked up by her grandparents, then me, Gemma and Mikey all went to Portsmouth for the day! It was really nice to spend some time with them and to get away from all the shit in oxford! Even if it was only for the day!
Anyway... It comes time for us to start heading home, and of all places for this to happen... the battery in the car is totally dead! with no spare battery, no jump leads, or charger... there we are, stuck in portsmouth! It took us 2-3 hours for Mikey to walk around finding somewhere that was open, gone 6pm on a saturday, that sold jump leads, and to get someone to jumpstart us!Anyway, in the end we were off... Heading back to oxford after a great day! Just outside oxford what happens? Yeah, we break down again, and on the bypass this time! Luckily we were just outside oxford and Gemma got one of her friends to come and jumpstart us again! Gemma and Mikey were meant to be back in oxford, washed, changed and stuff and at the Harvester for a meal with friends by 8pm... We didnt get back into oxford until half 8, but Gemma's friends followed us back to gemma's, we parked up and jumped in their car, and went straight to the Harvester! Got there an hour late, but it was a good meal! And all this when I was skint! Thanks to Gemma for buying me dinner in portsmouth, and at the Harvester! Anyway, I ended up staying at Gemma's again that night as we didnt get back til about 11pm, and got Wig to pick me up in the morning!
Things between me and Angie got closer, etc... all kinda out of the blue for me. Angie admitted that she liked me and I liked her as well, and as of last monday (16th) we have been in a relationship! Its been unbelievable! I know Ive said I didnt want another relationship anytime soon after everything with Char, but I dunno, things just clicked into place with Angie. Its like it was meant to be, and i know that i fall in love really easily, but I think this is going to last a very long time! I havent felt like this in a long time! She's 25, 5foot 2, brown eyes, brown hair, slim, and utterly amazing. She's got an 8year old son, Josh, but shes been having some problems with seeing him etc... wont go into details. She's also a Beaver LEader at the 10th Marston, and is part of the Alpha Bible study group. Yeah, ok religion just isnt me, but Im happy, and I wouldnt change her for the world! I know its only been 5 days, but they've been the best 5 days Ive had in a long long time!
I just hope this relationship lasts! I couldnt cope with another "crash and burn". But we are taking it slow, despite how fast we got into the relationship. She stayed round mine last night, and it was amazing! We havent had sex yet, and if it was anyone else it may have bothered me, but it doesnt! It seems weird saying it, especially given my track record! But things will happen when they happen and im not about to rush her into anything!
In other news, the "post tomorrow" that never happened... Well, my MRI results didnt show a damn thing! The anomily that they saw was just a boil that i knew was there. So there was me worrying about cancer and the likes for nothing! It still doesnt answer the question of whats wrong with me, but Im going in for surgery some time soon so they can poke around and see if they can find anything! If they dont, well theres not much else they can do! I will be refered to a pain management specialist.
Lets see... what else has gone on? Well nothing much really! I have finally been paid, after 7 weeks with no money! Got all my bills paid and got my mobile back so thats good! Also brought myself a gaming keyboard which will be awesome once its arrived! May end up having to reformat my HDD as I have a self replicating worm :( Its a pain in the ass! Spybot gets rid of it, but it keeps showing its ugly head, and blocks all my internet, and since then, my internet speeds have been stupidly slow!
Thats it from me for now! A big shout out to the most amazing girlfriend in the world!
Angela Jane Cooper... I love you! Forever and a day!
Peace xXx
Saturday, 21 May 2011
Tuesday, 10 May 2011
Sunday, 1 May 2011
yeah, I know!
So Ive fallen back into the routine of not posting, yet again! Hey, it happens! There isnt really much to write about, except my stomachs been really really bad for the last 6 weeks or so! So bad that Ive had to go to A&E not that they did much. I also havent been into work in that time, and the job centre have stopped paying me which sucks. The medical questionaire that they sent me and I returned last Febuary never got back, so they now think Im fit for work. Ive been arguing this and have sent them another questionaire but with all the bank holidays, Im not looking at hearing back from them until the end of next week, at the earliest.
Just to clear things up from my last post, I havent slept with Char again, and we are still on speaking terms. Its kinda weird and Im not sure about the whole being friends dynamics, and how its working. But thats the case with the majority of people I used to call friends these days. I never hear from Demi anymore, Elly just doesnt speak to me anymore, and all the other people I used to be in regular contact with just dont speak as much. Im not saying its them ignoring me, and Im as much to blame, but they know im ill, the least they could do is ckeck every now and again to see if im still alive!
Been wondering and thinking about alot of things recently, especially the mistakes Ive made in the past. I know this line of thought doesnt help my depression, but at the moment I dont really care! But what went so terribly wrong between me and laura? Its her birthday today, and yeah I posted a happy birthday message on her facebook, but she seems to avoid me every time shes in a relationship and then is all friendly when shes single. Im glad shes happy with Patrick, her current boyfriend, and even if she doesnt speak to me, I still think about her alot. As long as shes happy, then Im fine with it. Then theres what happened between me and elly, and Ali, and that whole Birmingham thing... Just a few days ago I found some old emails and was reading through them and I liss those times, and yes I made some big mistakes and messed it all up, but I keep wondering what would happen if I did things differently back then? Of course, the main thought going through my head recently is to do with Char and this whole mess of what was / could of been a great relationship :s Im not saying I would get back with her, but I wonder what would of happened if things went differently.
Nothing much has really happened apart from not having any money and the stupid thoughts running through my head and being really really ill. Ive installed Jolicloud onto my laptop as they've now gone mainstream. I was part of the beta testing way back when, and they've made some really nice improvements, so I think I might stick with them! Oh, and Ive also spent some time cataloging my movies and are now all listed online! lol Still quite a bit of work to do with it, but its something to do when im bored! Gonna go now and try not to think so much!
Peace x
And todays tunage is...... Trapt - Headstrong
Just to clear things up from my last post, I havent slept with Char again, and we are still on speaking terms. Its kinda weird and Im not sure about the whole being friends dynamics, and how its working. But thats the case with the majority of people I used to call friends these days. I never hear from Demi anymore, Elly just doesnt speak to me anymore, and all the other people I used to be in regular contact with just dont speak as much. Im not saying its them ignoring me, and Im as much to blame, but they know im ill, the least they could do is ckeck every now and again to see if im still alive!
Been wondering and thinking about alot of things recently, especially the mistakes Ive made in the past. I know this line of thought doesnt help my depression, but at the moment I dont really care! But what went so terribly wrong between me and laura? Its her birthday today, and yeah I posted a happy birthday message on her facebook, but she seems to avoid me every time shes in a relationship and then is all friendly when shes single. Im glad shes happy with Patrick, her current boyfriend, and even if she doesnt speak to me, I still think about her alot. As long as shes happy, then Im fine with it. Then theres what happened between me and elly, and Ali, and that whole Birmingham thing... Just a few days ago I found some old emails and was reading through them and I liss those times, and yes I made some big mistakes and messed it all up, but I keep wondering what would happen if I did things differently back then? Of course, the main thought going through my head recently is to do with Char and this whole mess of what was / could of been a great relationship :s Im not saying I would get back with her, but I wonder what would of happened if things went differently.
Nothing much has really happened apart from not having any money and the stupid thoughts running through my head and being really really ill. Ive installed Jolicloud onto my laptop as they've now gone mainstream. I was part of the beta testing way back when, and they've made some really nice improvements, so I think I might stick with them! Oh, and Ive also spent some time cataloging my movies and are now all listed online! lol Still quite a bit of work to do with it, but its something to do when im bored! Gonna go now and try not to think so much!
Peace x
And todays tunage is...... Trapt - Headstrong
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