Tuesday, 14 November 2006

get well soon mom!

OK! so wig is still ill, but shes getting better every day! but my mom was rushed to hospital last night from work! She had really bad pains above her stomach and she was sweating really badly. She had the same thing a few years ago but she was at home that time and didnt go to the docs! The docs at hospital have ben taking bloods etc and theres a thought that it may be angina! I only thought older people get that. My mom is only 46 and shes not that bad. Yeah shes out of shape and shes not exactly slim, but shes not unhealthy! She should be coming out today! but im at college now so my brother, lewis has gone up there to be with her!

College is going supprisingly well at the moment! I just hope the stress from mom being ill and wig and nan doesnt kick into overtime! Ok, you all know. I can deal with stress really well and it takes alot more stress to get me to go "crazy" than it would with anyone else! But im maxed out on stress as it is! I cant deal with the stresses from work, college, and everything else onto of all that i already have!


And todays tunage is...... Saosin - It's far better to learn

Sunday, 12 November 2006

Not so great!

Things arnt looking great at the moment! My gran had an op on her face 2 weeks ago, to remove cancer and shes been out of the hospital a week now! Shes still complaining that she cant sleep at night, but she never could! mainly because she sleeps all day!

Wig is really ill at the moment as well! She woke up friday morning with servere back pain! IT was so bad that shes been laid up in bed not able to move! The docs gave her some tramadol on friday which shes been taking but it hasnt been working so yesterday i phoned the docs again and one of them came out to look her over. She couldnt do much but she gave her some asprin based painkillers to take with the tramadol. The good news is that its not as painful anymore but shes still bad. Not sure if they are side effects but shes not herself. Shes seeing things, like the desktop background of her PC is flowers and today she saw a skull in it and then some guy with a moustache. Shes also lost track of time, literally. she will fall to sleep for five minutes and wake up again thinking its tomorrow. And shes going on about really stupid things. Its kinda like shes having a break down or something. I just dont know.

Had the rememberance sunday guys here this weekend as well! I had to deal with them, which i dont really mind. But if this lasts any longer, If got college and work to consider.

Started working at staples on park end st last monday. Got shown around and got my uniform. Did my first real type of shift on friday and it was fun, but it was some what boring as well. Im glad im working now, but i dont need all this with wig being ill!

At least colege is going ok! Ive finally caught up with al my assignments! Well gonna go relax now! laters!

Wednesday, 1 November 2006

rightous bullshit!

got told of at college today! have to stop writing things in my blog! but thats what a blog is for, its for letting off steam1 and she did want to know about how I felt about the course! well i told her! any way the post that got me in trouble is copied below!

OK NOW!you may have noticed that ALL my previous posts have been edited.
This is because they included the Teachers names, and I have been told by a
certain teacher, who I cannot mention, That I could be sued if I use their names
in my blog! And because of the manner in which I talk about a certain teacher
(think of programming), isnt exactly polite! Maybe its because I think hes an
arogant, self rightous, know-it-all who thinks hes the best at what he can do!
Yes! Thats why hes working here instead of sitting in some office coding for a
multi-million pound contract. Thats why hes earning a teachers salary instead of
the millions he could make! Oh, and thats why hes also teaching us
Pascal!Anyway...Cant be dealing with college today! My nan is in hospital and
about to have a dangerous operation on her face to remove cancer! I really dont
want to be here! Oh well!


Anyway... My nan is out of hospital tomorrow! which is great!