Stupid locum doctor!

Went to the doctors yesterday, for a number of reasons. But mainly because my sick note expires soon, I'm out of tramadol (one of my stronger painkillers) and new boils have appeared on my stomach. Problem is, I couldn't get an appointment with one of my usual doctors, and had to see a locum. Fine by me i though. A doctor is a doctor. But no! He not only started questioning me about things that have nothing to do with my illness, but also said that the pains weren't really there. right! I'm curled up in bed crying because of pains that don't exist! and with a high pain tolerance like mine, yeah, there's not really any pains! I've just been on some of the strongest pain killers, admitted to hospital twice, had my appendix removed, had an MRI and about to have a colonoscopy, because there's no pain! Not only that, he wouldn't give me any more tramadol, and almost didnt give me a sick note. Luckily he did give me a 2 week sick note, and i will be going back to see a normal doctor very very soon. I cant handle this pain I'm in! He also did nothing about the boil on my stomach, which i swear must be related to the other problems. The locum also started poking my stomach, which the other docs know hurts me, and he didnt go easy... and without telling me anything!

At least my blood results came back, and he did say they are all clear, which in one way is good, because there's no infection etc, but also bad, because it means there shouldn't be anything wrong with me, in which case, what the hell is causing this pain. Fuck knows whats going on!

Anyway... had good fun on sunday... a certain person came round to see me, and we had a lot of "fun" hehe... I wonder what will happen in the future. I like her, but after everything that's happened, i wonder how this one will turn out. Do i even want to try another realtionship at the moment? and how will this effect Charlotte? I know she likes me and i like her as well, just not enough to have a steady relationship! I will see. Also meant to be going down to see Kitty next monday, hopefully i will go, but not quite sure yet!

Will let ya know how things all go!

Peace xxx