really...why?

Hey everyone...

I mean, no one. no one really reads this anyway, if they did they might care a bit more. I'm in a fed up, don't give a fuck type of mood at the moment. I'm still ill which is really pissing me off. I miss work! Anyway, I have absolutly fuck all to do. I've had enough of the xbox, got no films to watch, finished my book, and no one online to talk to. It's not even that late.

I ended up looking through my computer, and I really need to stop looking at certain photo's. It wouldn't be so bad if i could delete them, but the photographer inside me wont let me! And just now, i saw a photo online of a certain ex, and got me thinking, which isn't such a good idea in this state of mind. Elly is still jibing me about how much better Daniel is then me, which hurts, but I'm not gonna let it show! All the people in this world that i really care about are gone now. Everyone. Laura doesn't speak to me much anymore, Elly, well... that doesn't even need an explanation. But I'm still thinking about things as far back as Georgie, and Lauren keeps going through my mind. I've heard a few things, that set a few other things straight. Lets just say, her dumping me, and all that jazz, isn't a one off, it seems its in her nature to ruin relationships.

I really don't know what to do with myself at the moment. Everything in my life is so fucked up! At least i have one or two friends who still speak to me and visit me! Megan, Gemma and Emily. but everyone else? all those other people that i really cared about, all those people who have caused my life to be like this? well screw them!

Oh, Im also modding my xbox, photo's will be up soon on my facebook! anyway, im out

Peace xx