So she kissed me once... but then she kissed me again! i was like OMG! yeah yeah I know! Not on the lips, on the forehead this time! but twice in one day? she NEVER EVER fucking kisses me! I was like OMFG! I think something is up
shes got a boyfriend in Windsor, but i dont know! My life is totally fucked up! I really do love her! More than I even loved Alison! And everyone who knows me knows how much i loved Ali! I just cant stop thinking about Lottie! Shes back up here for christmas! But im working throughout! So I dont know if i will see her! I really want to ask her out, but I know how she feels about long distance relations! But shes hiding her emotions about me! I mean we've spoken about it! and shes said she loves me! But whys she hiding it? I mean I kinda understand it infront of her mom and lew, with the roumors that go around etc! But still...
Im just really depressed and fed up with work and college and life in general! Break up for christmas on the 14th and got a test for info systems tomorrow! But ive caught up with my assignments! just about! Work isnt that bad, I just cant deal with it all! Want to be left alone!
FUCK LIFE!
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