reminiscing

Been going over old bebo posts, from like 2 years ago, and it was nice, in some ways, to see what I was like back then... ok, there were some bad memories as well, the "I love you" comments from Georgie for instance. But also when me and Charlotte first started speaking, the flirting with Faith and Matilda etc, the random comments and how my friends were actually friends etc and how I used to go out and have fun! Also looking at old photo's and noticing how much everyone, including myself, has changed over the years. I miss the old school Saturday lot, back from the HMV / Christ Church days, back in summer 2007. The way I could go out without Wig getting all moody etc. These days I cant even go down stairs without her moaning about something. life was a lot easier back then. Whats changed in the last 2 years to make things this way? It looks like this year we will actually have a summer, so Christ Church will be good! Anyway...

My and Charlotte have gotten together, its not official yet, but soon! i know i pissed her off last year, after using the excuse of the age gap, then getting with Lauren, who's the same age. But this time, I've accepted that I was scared, of the feelings I had, of how strong they were, and that they are the reason I pushed her away last year. Feeling that strongly for a person, after dodging relationships for the past few years, it scared me, and I didn't know what to do. Well I've accepted that now, and this will hopefully last a long time! The only problem we fae now is telling her parents, Wig, and our friends. My friends wont mind, and I don't care if they do. The reactions of her friends... well.... Seeming as her best friend, Heather, is Georgie's sister. I'm not sure what her reaction will be. Anyway, we are both really really happy, and nothing will split us apart, short of the world ending!

In other news, I have finally seen a specialist, and will know when my tests are, and have them done within 4 weeks. The colonoscopy is a no-go, and they are opting for a barium instead. Which is slightly better, Ive already had a barium on my small bowels, so I will know what to expect. After that, if there are no results, I will then be having the MRI. At least we are finally getting somewhere. After 7 months of this it is really starting to affect me mentally. With the lack of work, the pain, the cut in pay, and the lack of things to do, or the ability to do anything. I cant even have a pint at the pub on a Friday with the gang :(

I have also got my gaming mouse. I've got the new version 5 Saitek Cyborg. Really good, and have the extra buttons all mapped out for WoW. Next buy will be the Saitek Cyborg gaming keyboard. Just to add to the wow factor of playing WoW lol... Oh... also have a network cable switch, so I don't have to change plugs etc. With a router that only have 4 ports and 7 things that need to be plugged into the network, its a good investment. also brought a Motherboard diagnostic card. I plug it into a spare PCI slot, USB, or Printer port, and it tells me the error codes for the motherboard, that I can then look up! Will be great trying to work out whats wrong with all these PC's that I have been fixing recently.

Dont think there's much else going on at the moment. more later,

Peace

And todays tunage is...... BoysLikeGirls Ft. Taylor Swift - Two is better than one