Right, first things first, I'm now single. I had enough of all the arguments, and it was getting me down, which didn't help with the depression anyway. I basically stopped feeling the way I did with Hayley. I cant really find the words to express what i truly feel about it all.
What I really need to do is to disappear, Birmingham anyone? A few years ago, my life was so much easier. I been reading some old stuff, and blog posts and stuff, looking at photo's etc. And they reminded me of what I really miss. Like a poem Ali wrote about me, and a photo of me in Birmingham with the girls, the good times i spent with Laura, and even before then, with Alison...
Well, things will be changing, Im back with Lauren, and she makes me feel so much better. Its ot official, at least, to the public, just yet. Want to leave some time to cool down from Hayley, cos i know what it would look like. But Lauren was the closest thing to sanity I have had in a while. Yeah, there are a few problems, but they can be sorted, and if it was perfect, it would probably annoy me. Like, shes so scared that i will turn out like her other, abusive boyfriends, and she should know me better then that. I couldn't harm her even if i wanted to! Then there's the obsessive texting, but i will work on that! hehe! see, most people would think the age is a problem, but i don't. I don't care, she is over 16, and we are both really happy together! so screw the world!
In other news, I'm meant to be scanning nans old photo's in, but they have disappeared :S cant find them anywhere... I have also sorted out WotLK, and will be getting a new one soon. As for hayley's necklace, i still haven't received it yet, and will ring them tomorrow!
Well.. my life is gonna be getting better now! i hope... lets just see how it all goes!
And todays tunage is...... Sick Puppies - Maybe
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