Ok, so Ive been busy this week, what with work, and the new bathroom being fitted at home, but i will get to the point! Kayleigh and Jen arnt going out, they were pulling a really horrible prank on me! So Kayleigh is still single, and Im really tempted to ask her out. Shes down near brighton for a few days and should be back today or tomorrow. Im gonna think about it. I've also been speaking to this other girl I like. Thing is, shes a friend of an ex, and to top it all off, theres a big age gap... I know age doesnt bother me in the slightest, but legally... and my nan... and her parents... it will all end up like the whole megan / elly situation, and I dont want that! Do I try and make that one work? or ask Kayleigh out? or stay single?
Ive also got another girl who fancies me, to add to the zoey list. Chelsea really likes me, and shes a good friend, but I dont like her in that way. We ended up making out last friday at the Covern for Nats birthday party and now she likes me. Anyway... mentioned this in my last post!
Today Im moving into the pub for a lil over a week, as Ron and Cath are both on holiday and according to our tenency agreement, we need a member of staff on premises, and I dont see Knoxy moving in when he has a family etc. It should be fun, all in all.
Demi is still single, and I still cant go there! Its the whole "but i see you as a friend" story. I've heard that one a million times. Oh well... Nothing else is really going on. Its all work work work for me!
More later
Peace x
And todays tunage is...... 36 Crazyfists - Slit Wrist Theory
Friday, 27 March 2009
Sunday, 22 March 2009
lotsa things...
Right... where to begin?
Well, St Patricks Day was a blast! Had Natalie working in the pub, and we all had a really good time. Had another GREAT night last night, with the last three games of the six nations, with Ireland Winning it all!!!! But god it was close in their last match against Wales. What else?....
Kayleigh is now going out with Jen... which kinda made me upset, but shes happy so its all gravy! Demi is single again, poor her, shes really not having much luck these days, and as much as I'd love to ask her out, its like she said, she sees me as a friend and it might make things complicated. I brought her this groovy hoodie yesterday, so I hope that cheered her up. She said she will pay me back, but its Demi, so I dont really mind if she "forgets" hehe! It was Natalies 20th Birthday last Thursday, so I went to the Coven with them all after work on Friday. Was a really good night, but I had my bag stolen!!! A security Guard found it in the toilets and my Ipod touch, new digital camera, and a packet of cigarettes were missing. Thing is they didnt take my contract phone, or the other packet of cigarettes or my keys (thank god). Im really pissed off about my ipod! While I was there, I may have become slightly intoxicated, and made out with Chelsea... Im not complaining, its been a while since i kissed a girl. But I've now heard shes telling everyone that we are dating. A kiss does not constitute "going out". Im sorry, shes a great girl and all, and not a bad kisser either, but I have my eye on other girls, shes just not my type!
What else... ohh... georgie is now single, Craig (her boyfriend) apparently said "I dont love you anymore". Well im sorry, but what goes around comes around. She now knows how I felt! I still love her to bits, and she's looking better then ever and no one deserves that, but after doing it to me, i feel some what pleased in her pain. Does that make me a bad person? I hope not.
yesterday I brought a tablet! Its soooooooooo fucking cool! Been wanting one for ages and wasa feeling slightly down so did some retail therepy. hehe! Havent had a proper chance to play with it, but will get around to it! Got work tonight, then off til 6pm on wednesday which will be fun!
Got Tom coming to do the bathroom tomorrow, the one that was meant to be originally done 3 months ago. hehe... Also will be decorating my old bedroom tomorrow! just to stop my nan from moaning.
Sorry this blog isnt in date order... just everything seems so hectic at the moment! After everything settles down Im hoping things get back into a normal routine!
More later
Peace
And todays tunage is...... wishtribe - The Straw
Well, St Patricks Day was a blast! Had Natalie working in the pub, and we all had a really good time. Had another GREAT night last night, with the last three games of the six nations, with Ireland Winning it all!!!! But god it was close in their last match against Wales. What else?....
Kayleigh is now going out with Jen... which kinda made me upset, but shes happy so its all gravy! Demi is single again, poor her, shes really not having much luck these days, and as much as I'd love to ask her out, its like she said, she sees me as a friend and it might make things complicated. I brought her this groovy hoodie yesterday, so I hope that cheered her up. She said she will pay me back, but its Demi, so I dont really mind if she "forgets" hehe! It was Natalies 20th Birthday last Thursday, so I went to the Coven with them all after work on Friday. Was a really good night, but I had my bag stolen!!! A security Guard found it in the toilets and my Ipod touch, new digital camera, and a packet of cigarettes were missing. Thing is they didnt take my contract phone, or the other packet of cigarettes or my keys (thank god). Im really pissed off about my ipod! While I was there, I may have become slightly intoxicated, and made out with Chelsea... Im not complaining, its been a while since i kissed a girl. But I've now heard shes telling everyone that we are dating. A kiss does not constitute "going out". Im sorry, shes a great girl and all, and not a bad kisser either, but I have my eye on other girls, shes just not my type!
What else... ohh... georgie is now single, Craig (her boyfriend) apparently said "I dont love you anymore". Well im sorry, but what goes around comes around. She now knows how I felt! I still love her to bits, and she's looking better then ever and no one deserves that, but after doing it to me, i feel some what pleased in her pain. Does that make me a bad person? I hope not.
yesterday I brought a tablet! Its soooooooooo fucking cool! Been wanting one for ages and wasa feeling slightly down so did some retail therepy. hehe! Havent had a proper chance to play with it, but will get around to it! Got work tonight, then off til 6pm on wednesday which will be fun!
Got Tom coming to do the bathroom tomorrow, the one that was meant to be originally done 3 months ago. hehe... Also will be decorating my old bedroom tomorrow! just to stop my nan from moaning.
Sorry this blog isnt in date order... just everything seems so hectic at the moment! After everything settles down Im hoping things get back into a normal routine!
More later
Peace
And todays tunage is...... wishtribe - The Straw
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
Fuck it all...
its been a really fucked up few weeks for me. its driving me insane trying to even think things through. Whats even worse is, my friends are starting to notice my "depression" and they arnt buying the whole "i just feel ill" story, but at least that story is still pulling some credit at work. right, where to start.
The main thing pissing me off is Ali. Yes, I am still deeply in love with her, but after all this time of her saying we shouldnt be close together etc, cos she does have a boyfriend, shes then flirting with other guys, nick for one, and nick told her that he fancied her, but nick is a dickhead and would fancy any female with a pulse. Now tonight at Beths birthday gathering, Ali was really close with big Dom, and it kinda freaks me out and pisses me off, when she doesnt mind being so close, and obviously flirting with another guy, especially when she knows how i feel about her, and for her to do it infront of me. Its driving me insane. Especially since Dom is meant to be married :S its all fucked up!
On other news, the other girl i really like, kayleigh, is really upset at the moment over the whole tom thing, and she punched him tonight. well, he deserved a punch, me and kayleigh overheard him saying to cat that he has never been in love. I really do love her, but i think shes passing off my flirting as my usual thing, when its not. I really do love her and care for her. I just hope shes ok, and gets over this without any harm. I know how bad it is as Ive been there. Love you Kayleigh!
Last week I went to that gig with Ali, and saw Tequila Rose play. For their very first gig they were very good. I recorded a few of their songs and put them on my youtube page, which has now also been put onto their own myspace page, with credits to me, which is cool! They are acually a really good band!
Also going to the 36 Crazyfists gig on friday. Meant to be going with Ali as I brought her a ticket, and Kayleigh is going, but im in two minds in giving ali her ticket, with the way im feeling at the moment.
in other, happier, non emo news, ive finally cleared my debt with the debt collectors! it feels good to know that the money i make is now mine! Also brought my download ticket! will be soooo fucking amazing! cant wait for it!
Im gonna go bed now! Peace xxx
The main thing pissing me off is Ali. Yes, I am still deeply in love with her, but after all this time of her saying we shouldnt be close together etc, cos she does have a boyfriend, shes then flirting with other guys, nick for one, and nick told her that he fancied her, but nick is a dickhead and would fancy any female with a pulse. Now tonight at Beths birthday gathering, Ali was really close with big Dom, and it kinda freaks me out and pisses me off, when she doesnt mind being so close, and obviously flirting with another guy, especially when she knows how i feel about her, and for her to do it infront of me. Its driving me insane. Especially since Dom is meant to be married :S its all fucked up!
On other news, the other girl i really like, kayleigh, is really upset at the moment over the whole tom thing, and she punched him tonight. well, he deserved a punch, me and kayleigh overheard him saying to cat that he has never been in love. I really do love her, but i think shes passing off my flirting as my usual thing, when its not. I really do love her and care for her. I just hope shes ok, and gets over this without any harm. I know how bad it is as Ive been there. Love you Kayleigh!
Last week I went to that gig with Ali, and saw Tequila Rose play. For their very first gig they were very good. I recorded a few of their songs and put them on my youtube page, which has now also been put onto their own myspace page, with credits to me, which is cool! They are acually a really good band!
Also going to the 36 Crazyfists gig on friday. Meant to be going with Ali as I brought her a ticket, and Kayleigh is going, but im in two minds in giving ali her ticket, with the way im feeling at the moment.
in other, happier, non emo news, ive finally cleared my debt with the debt collectors! it feels good to know that the money i make is now mine! Also brought my download ticket! will be soooo fucking amazing! cant wait for it!
Im gonna go bed now! Peace xxx
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