In a bleh kind of mood today! i should be happy, it is mine and Hayley's 1 month anniversary, and that's great but i feel really down! Went to go see her instead of painting the living room like i was meant to, but that can wait til tomorrow, and seeing Hayley made me happy, which is a big change for me. Especially this time of year... not going into that! im bad enough at the moment without having to talk about any of that!
I dunno... Im just fed up with being ill, and the doctors not having a clue about what is wrong with me, not working, cos i do actually miss it! not going into town on saturdays, the shit money im getting from sick pay! its less then a third of my usual 4 week pay! which means, i still havent decorated my room, still havent brought that hard drive, still havent got any clothes that fit me properly... and above all, in the last 4 or 5 days, ive also gained a stone and a half!
my life totally sucks, and without Hayley, i dont know what i'd do! i proberly wouldnt be here if it wasnt for her! but shes starting to get clingy. Which isnt bad in itself, but when im like this and want time to myself, and have my nan on my back about the decorating and stuff, and shes hanging on to me because she doesnt want me to leave when im already half an hour late... and she kept me for another half an hour doing that, I just dont know! Yeah i love her, she means the world to me, but i dont want to get into another clingy relationship, every time its happened its destroyed the relationship. and im not even going to mention those, you all know the deal.
Anyway, some good news for a change! Im loving WoW, despite hayley despising me even mentioning it, let alone playing it. But my Undead Mage is upto lvl 18, and on the verge of going to lvl 19! cant wait to get to 20, so i can get a mount! my blood elf rogue is upto lvl 13, but having been playing much with here recently.
Ive also done some of my christmas shopping, which leaves me a lil strapped for cash this month, but oh well. I brought wig a digital photo frame, which i hope she likes! Brought Ali a revision book that she wanted, and got Robin some books for his allotment! still need to buy Hayley her present, a passion necklace made from pewter with red Swarkovski diamonds on it, and a purple dragon that lights up. not sure what im getting Wayne yet, or tina, but apart from that, its only small bits and pieces in getting, for stacey and andrea, lewis cat and chris, and a few friends.
Will see when i get paid, seeming as my next pay date is technically on christmas day. hehe
Good night all!
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