I dont understand people!

Thursday I met up with Rahim, and we went to the Britannia, the pub im meant to be getting a job at, thanks to rahim! Met Nathan, the new general manager, and he seems like a nice guy, and he wants me to start on monday at 11am!

Today wasn't that bad! Woke up at a resonable time, went into town, and met demi and hayley and J...and others.... Went to buy a pair of slacks for work, traded some games in, and went to Rosie's... which is now called the Dukes Cut. Met James, and had a look around. Im very impressed wth it, the final look of it all is so much improved to how it used to be! Went back at 3pm and met ron and cath there, and had a nice long chat!

I then met up with the guys again, and was convinced by demi to come to jam jam's for lotta's birthday party! So I rang my nan and told her i was going to be late etc and walked to blackbird leys with demi and hayley. At this point i should mention that theres a thing going on between demi and churchy. Nothing has happened, but she keeps going on about how much she likes him, and he lkes her as well, and churchy and gizmo may not last that much longer! and gizmo needs to speak to churchy about something important that happened at download, and everyone thinks that she cheated on churchy. anyway...

Later on at the party, finn dom and demi disappear, and when they show their faces, they are going back out with each other :S so god knows whats going on with her, and if churchy dumps gizmo for demi then fnds out that demi is back with dom, its really gonna hurt him! Kayleigh was also there, and even though she knows i love her so much, and shes going out with jo, she spent most of the night making out with panda! so much so, that when i said good bye and panda asked for his good bye hug, kayleigh just blanked me and went back to kissing him! which pissed me off even more! J is also now going out with nick, and yeah i like her, but im not that fused about it! Amber is also now with Paul, and not that paul is rubbing it in my face, but amber is certainly having a good go at it! She always leaves if shes in the same room as me, and if pauls there and she see's me, she grabs him and kisses him in front of me! i just dont understand people any more, its like, am i the only person left in the saturday group with any sense of morals?

I just feel depressed now, but at least i got a "friend" to cheer me up! hehe... i wouldnt say im madly in love with her, i wouldnt want to even think about my motions at the moment! What with still being in love with elly, missing laura, yet having feelings for this "friend" and not knowing what to do about it! Im going to sleep on it, and think things through! its al so damn confusing!

And todays tunage is...... skillet - will you be there