Saturday, 21 February 2009

so far so shit

ok, where to start, besides me complaining at how much life sucks, and i feel like shit etc etc... Ali has spent the last week down with Ben at his dads, which is down south somewhere. Really miss her, but she rang me the other day, and despite the rubbish signal she had, it was good to hear her voice. What I have heard, and ALi "forgot" to mention it, is that they have had sex :( I shouldnt really be sad, but it reminds me of how close Ali and ben are, and reminds me that shes not actually MY girlfriend. Oh well... life goes on. I'd say I have the other two girls I hancy but I dont!

Demi is now back with Dom, for the third time. I would of thought that after the last two times she would of realized that its not working out and its time to move on but nope. oh well, as long as shes happy. Then of course, the next best thing to ali... Kayleigh! I really do like her... ALOT.... but it looks like shes getting back with tom. Was at beths tonight after work, and they were both there, and they were outside kissing... so poor me! yes, i want your pity, and sympathy....

on other stuff, i have this really bad tooth ache, and its painful! really should go see a dentist! work is going well, 40 odd hours a week, great pay... when i finally get it! Nothing else is really happening in my boring, nonquizential life at the moment! it totally sucks! i think im relapsing, i keep thinking of why im even alive, which reminds me of "those" days.... and that just makes me even more depressed!

ima go bed now,

Peace xx

And todays tunage is...... Kill Hannah - Lips like morphine

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