Been working every bloody day this week! Im not complaining, cos im thinking of the money, but we were closed new year day, did a 15 hour shift on the 2nd, an 8 hour shift yesterday, and a 10 hour shift today. Working again, tomorrow with another 8 hour shift then im off for 3 days! yay, i cant wait! I also cant wait for next friday when i get paid! hehe, but most of it is going on bills!
Now, for the whole reason behind the title of this post.... Im feeling down, I have only seen Elly once since before Christmas, and its bloody painful! She said she was going with beth, before she left for Birmingham last friday, and she was gonna pop in to me to see me at work, but she never went, then she said she would "maybe" come into town on saturday... and she didnt... and now its a "maybe" see you tuesday.... Its always a maybe! I really really miss her, and want to spend some time with her! I dont care what we do, i just wanna be with her, but to me it feels like shes seperating herself from me! For whatever reasons, i wish she would just come out and tell me!
Sometimes i wish she could just tell her mom, and her mom would be fine with it, then i could go round whenever! or, forgetting that idea, she could come round to mine! I've offered a few times, but no. Its really getting me worried, and making me depressed ever so slightly. Ive talked to my friends about it and they all say not to worry, but icant help it! I'd go to the ends of earth for her, walk through hell and back... along with doing a few other metaphors!
In other news.... well, there isnt any really!! working lots, got tons of bills to pay with all the money that im making. Tomorrow morning im getting the boxes back down to put all the christmas decorations down.
Will post more later!
Peace xx LOVE YOU ELLY!
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