waiting for an answer!

Think this is themost posts ive made in one day.... but anyway!

Ive asked Elly out, and have given her time to think about it. Ive actually fallen in love with her, and not just because of today, this happened bfore today. I think its everything put together, and all my emotions, and she just makes me happy!

We talked about the "complications" of it all today, that she thinks shes still in love with someone else, but that person is happy with their girlfriend, and I know them, but she wont tell me who. Shes also worried about what her parents will say, and i understand, cos thats part of my worries as well. But if we are happy together then shouldnt everything else come second? She also said thats not sure if she loves me, which I respect. No matter what happens we are still gonna be friends. And thats the best part. These last few days have brought us closer.

Shes also got me writing poetry again, and Ive written two just about her... The one below was written last night, after I got home, and it really does hit home.

the twinkle in her eyes
as she holds me tight
the shine she gives
in the daylight

the way i feel
when shes not around
she makes me feel
like i am bound

to her and everything
that she means to me
now ive got her
shes all i want to be

holding her
kissing her
in this sweet imbrace

holding her
kissing her
in this haste

lifes to fast to let her pass
if she walked on without me there
then would it really be worth the air

Yeah i know the last verse is a little emo, but im addicted to her! I will give her the time she needs to think this all through, and no matter what happens, we are still friends!

Eleanor Elizabeth Eva Jones I really have fallen in love with you xxxxx