Soooo...... hehe.... i am overjoyed in happiness at the moment. Its been one of the best days Ive had in a long long long time, and I dont think anything could spoil it for me now! Spent 7 and a half hours with Elly today, and it was so natural. I needed even have a cigarette, or wanted one! It just feels right with her. No we are not dating, well, that is to say, neither of us has asked the other out officially. I was hoping she would, and i was tempted to do it before i left, but I felt nervous about it. Anyway.... I gave her her birthday "present" lmfao, and thats all im allowed to say on the matter! Lets just say she enjoyed it. Just curling up on the sofa with her, cuddling, with the occasional kiss felt so peaceful I didnt want to leave.
Ive also decided that when she closes her eyes,when shes happy, she looks like an angel! She may be an evil demented angel, but shes still an angel! its the way she closes her eyes, and her hair fell accross her face, and the sunshine glints off her skin. Its so serene! Everything about her mezmerizes me! its like shes my own personal drug!
I will stop speaking about her... at some point! I really want to make it official, but im not sure how she thinks about that, will have to talk to her about it! The only thing that would worry me is how her family would take it. With the age gap etc... Im sure that as long as Elly is happy, then they wont mind! Its not like its that bad!
Will write more as it all progresses!
Peace xxx
And todays tunage is...... Paramore - Hallelujah
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