Im actually really really happy! No, i havent withdrawn and taking happy pills from the docs! Its because of a girl... Today is the first day since the "georgie inncident" that that im truely happy. Yeah I may have seemed happy previously, but i fake it to keep all your little minds happy!
I will start from the beginning! Yesterday, I went into town, met Demi and Chinky, had fun, ran into Hayley and Lewis, and them two were going to Beths, and JJ had invited me, and Beth invited me last week, so i thiught why not. I picked up my wages, brought some drink, and pringles and went to Beths. I tried to convince Elly to go, cos i never get to see her, and we all know how much I've always liked her, and I had her christmas present! But she didnt go :( She currently has an eye infection, so it was ok.
Spoke to Elly last night and spent ages trying to convince her to come into town, but she said it was upto what the docs said when her mom rang them this morning, with the eye infection and all. So I rang her this morning and spent half an hour convincing her! But she finally said yes! So i walked round Beths this morning, met with Beth and Elly, and we all went to town together!
Despite the lack of people due to the rain, I didnt think there would be a problem in town, as I was told Georgie wasnt gonna be around. But low and behold, guess who showed up. Yup, she did! Anyway, it wasnt a problem, i actually had the guts to give her all her stuff back, and she wanted a hug.... it felt awkward... I ran back and hid with Elly, and we cuddled and had our arms around each other, and you had Georgie and Craig just standing behind us and they kept looking over and i think we scared them away... so there!
thing is, me and elly didnt stop holding each other after they left, and it felt nice, and natural. I know what everyone's gonna say, with the 8 years between us, but i dont care what people think, and its not like we are actually dating.... (yet)
me and Elly also went for a walk together, to get away from georgie, and to get warm, so we walked around westgate, and went to hawkins bazaar, etc, then we sat under halifax, away fom everyone else. Beth and her friend came over, and i gave Elly her christmas present of marshmellow hello kitty's, and we had fun canaballising hello kitty!
I went home with Beth and Elly, and elly suggested i got off with her, which is the stop before Beth, so i did, and i had her marshmellows in my bag anyway. We saw Josh outside his work (smith and low). Josh is Georgies, sisters boyfriend. But also went to primary school with Elly, and lives around the corner! small world! I walked Elly home, and she linked arms with me which was nice, and when we got to hers, we hugged, as you do, but then, she kissed me. And i dont mean just a friendly kiss, a proper kiss! It was such a supprise. It really made my day! Im so happy right now, thinking of that kiss!
Anyway, thats why im so god damn happy right now! that one special kiss, from a girl ive always loved but never thought id get to be with... you know how it goes. anyway, more later!
Peace x
And todays tunage is...... Lost Prophets - Rooftops
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