Happy times

Been with Elly for 4 days now, and its great, she makes me really really happy. Im not going to see her now until proberly monday, and really going to miss her but im sure I will be fine. Been writing alot more of my poetry recently, and working on a large piece right now. Which is really good for me.

Was round beths tonight... well, actually most of the day and had a great time. Was ashame Elly couldnt come, cos that would of just made my day! And get this, I didnt take any alcohol around! Havent even been to work to pick up my wages today, will have to do that tomorrow.

My super computer is finally fixed, apparently the case was shorting out the mobo, god knows why, but its all repaired, legal copy of XP home, extra 2Gb ram... alls good! Will try to pick it up tomorrow. Will be upto my nan, seeming as shes paying as part of my Chrsitmas present.

Speaking of which.... Still need to buy presents for mom, stacey, andrea, tina... and a few others. Will also do that tomorrow while im in town. Dont really want to be in town tomorrow, as its Georgies birthday, and everyone will be around her, and I dont really wanna be there. Anyway. Gotta pay some bills as well! lol, lets hope i get a good payslip tomorrow!

Not really much else to say. Everything just seems great at the moment now that Elly is in my life. She doesnt say "I love you" which is ok, for now... Id rather she not say it until she means it... unlike some who just shout out the word "love" like its nothing. Love is a strong word to represent the passionate bond betwen a couple.... not just a word to throw around. Yeah Georgie! not that she properly reads my blog any more.... bleh...

I really wanna see elly! she makes me happy! and me needs hugs! I wouldnt care what we did, as long as i could see her. Been round her house every day since Monday, and its been great fun... but even without the sex, it wouldnt bother me. I just get this warm, happy feeling from just being near her. Its hard to explain, and IVe never felt this way with anyone.... I really do love her!

And todays tunage is...... my Chemical Romance - The Sharpest Lives