Monday, 1 December 2008

25 days

so we all know im the grinch when it comes to christmas, but for some reason this year it might actually be enjoyable, and thats mainly down to Georgie! Its the first time ive ever had a girlfriend over christmas, and yes, i know ive spent way too much on her, but shes damn well worth it! She said it makes her feel like im buying her, and i dont want her to feel like that, but ever since the age of 12, your own father beating you up on christmas eve tends to make every christmas after that a bad memory, and i want to make this one with Georgie special, and i do that by buying things, and if i want to spend my money on the one and only person who can make me this happy, then i will!

I also have to find her something for her birthday which is on the 20th! Im not sure what to get, and the things shes said she wants, i already have as chrsitmas presents! so will need to think hard about it! I will work something special out!

as with other things, ive found out my 2 exams are on the 15th and 19th, and hopefully i wont have failed this semester, i cant afford to resit it again, if the let me! as with work, we finally got rid of our cleaners and now have to do it all ourselves... but Ben is really starting to piss me off, hes so lazy! and he thinks he knows how to manage a small pub when in reality he hasnt got a fucking clue!

I still cant stop thinking bout Georgie... i love her so damn much! every second im not with her hurts me and i wanna spend the rest of my life with her! i just dont want to rush things, even with all the "hints" shes giving me! i need some time to sort my life out, and im not proposing to her until i can afford to settle down and buy her a sparkling ring :p

anyway... Georgie is hopefully staying round mine tomorrow night, and she stayed round friday night and its so nice when shes here, and not just because of the sex! just being with her, cuddling as we watch a film, its peaceful and makes me feel like nothing in the world could make me upset... Shes my drug, and im addicted to her!

im not gonna keep talking bout her!... ok, yeah i am... I love her too much!!!!

SUZIE LOVES PUG.....

Peace

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