Ok, so yeah, we all know Im madly, deeply in love with Georgie, and yes Georgie I know you will read this, but I'm gonna say all this anyway! I found out Jamie (Beths Brother) likes Georgie and that georgie has been speaking to him, and yeah, and I was on bebo this morning and saw all the comments they had been sending each other, and it looks like georgie started the whole thing, with "hints" of webcam shows etc, and messages that just say "luvya" yet she wants to stop saying "love you" to me, her boyfriend, and wants to slow the relationship down?!?!?! Its all confussing me at the moment and i dont know what to do. I also think i saw her making out with Lee on saturday. I know georgie has a tendency to flirt with guys and i lnow lee is a natural flirt as well, but to do something like that in front of me? I've known lee for a very very long time, and i didnt think he would do that to one of his closest friends!
Ok, yeah i know im having a rant here, and i need to get this all off my chest! I've fed up of bottling all my feelings, and we all know what im like when it comes to things like this!
Georgie also asked me what i would do if she dumped me, i looks at her, and she said she was only joking, i dont take asking things like that as a joke! Im really scared for our relationship, and yeah, im sat here shaking while im typing this!
She just really confuses me and I havent got a clue whats going on any more! this fucking hurts! One minute she will be all lovey dovey, holding hands, loads of cuddles and kisses etc, then she changes and is flirting with every guy apart from her boyfriend. I dont want to loose her, but i dont think i could handle the heartbreak of losing her if she goes with someone else!!!!
Gem, I know your reading this! gimmee some damn advice!!!!
Georgie, i really love you xxxxxxxxxx
Anyway... Im going to Rileys with Nat, Panda, Andrew and some other people!
Peace!
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