Pure Bliss

OK, so she hasnt broken up with Ian, and she has alot to think about. Is she really going to commit herself to me, after so many years of cheating on guys, sleeping behind her boyfriends back, and generally "playing the game"??? for the love of god i hope she does, and choses to "settle down" with me. After last thursday, i went and got really really pissed at beths, and yeah.... but we spoke the other day on bebo, then on msn... and we met today, and spent a few hours messing around, shopping, kising, chatting etc... and it felt so natural, we've really connected, after such a short time of knowing each other. If this was happening to two friends, i'd call it "true love" and Georgie has come out and actually said she truely loves me. She spent some time explaining why it was so hard, that she never ever had true emotions for any of her previous "guy friends" but she said that all the emotions shes been feeling for me were real, and not being faked, and it scared her. Which i totally understand, and i suppose if i was in her shoes i would of freaked as well.

Anyway, shes made me a happy bunny again, and I will give her the time she needs to sort things out. god, i cant stop smiling! recieved an email about relationships, and at the end of it was this...

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ...

it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind

but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

and yeah... I think that totally explains itself! On my way home from Georgie, a poem popped into my head, god knows why. These sorts of things havent happened in years... but here it is

A butterfly without wings
it cannot fly
emotional things
by and by

Ive also fallen in love with the tune of the day... and ive finally got the motavation to do some work on my website... bout bloody time, i know!

more later! Peace


And todays tunage is...... Story of the year - Anthem of our dying day