Yeah... ummm... Laura stayed round mine last wednesday night, was great fun, and we were able to chat together without anyone else being around. But i think its struck me that im actually in love. Yes Ive loved her since I met her, even before I started dating her, and tomorrow will be 7 weeks. But loving someone and actually being in love is different. its hard to explain, but im really really in love! Ive been in love before, you should all remember how i was with alison, but this is different. god, ummm... Im not sure how to put it into words, but it just feels different. Its ike, Id die for laura, Id do anything just to make her happy. But im not about to make the same mistakes as I did with alison. It all went too far, too quickly with ali, and I cant afford, mentally, to be heart broken again. If i didnt meet laura I would of been single for 5 years this juy, and its taken me a long long time to get over her. With a broken heart, I think laura has finaly mended it for me and Im ready to be in a serious relationship again. And I think laura is the one.
I think its the small things she does, like tickling the back of my neck, the way she cuddles me, the smile in her face when shes happy. Ive never been with someone like laura that makes me so fucking happy! Shes turned my life upside down and its all thanks to Lottie.
I know me and lottie have had a few arguements lately but I still love her, and thank you hunz! you introducing me to laura is the best thing that has ever happened! Lottie is kinda pissing everyone off at the moment, umm... I dont see her staying at her mom's when she moves back! Shes too clingy to Alan (her BF) and everything has to involve him. She cant do anything without him and if he needs to do something she will always go with him. Being like that its disrupting her family and she needs to get along with them if she plans on moving back home. Its not that anyone hates alan, but its that nothing happens when alan is there. Alan and lottie's lip are always plastered together and nothing ever gets donwe, no matter how important it might be! Alan is a nice guy and all, but lottie needs to sort out her priority's. If she spent some time helping out round the house, without alan, its not like alan will disappear. Alan will still be there and will still be her BF if she doesnt see him for a day or two! Im not even sure how lottie feels about alan, some people have said she doesnt even love alan and is just addicted to the sex. and the way she acts, im starting to believe it.
Anyway... if it continues this way, I dont see it working out between lottie and her mom! and if it doesnt Im not sure what will happen with laura living there. and If lottie distroys anything betwen me and laura I will never ever forgive her.
on to other news! Going to stay at lauras next sunday! should be fun, but im seeing her on wednesday as she has a job interview up here! so all is looking good! Abby and hayley are going out with each other so that just leaves nat to hook up with someone. But its all complicated. Cos Hayley loves nat, but nat is still in love with Becky but she also loves lois, but lois has a boyfriend! isnt it all so great! things will work out, they always do!
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