Sunday, 22 April 2007

Happy 18th Lottie

A really big HAPPY 18th to Lottie! well, for yesterday anyway! my lil girl is all grown up now! I know its taken a while, but I think all our lives have changed! Lottie is moving back to Oxford at the end of June with Laura, Lotie is with Alan, Im with Laura, everything is back to how it used to be, Im actually not depressed and feeling great, which is a really big shock. For me and my friends. All my mates are happy for me, and Im feeling the best Ive felt in years!

The only thing i want to change now is for me to get a decent job that I enjoy and am going to keep! That and to catch up with my college work, but I dont see any problem with that. Money, and the lack of a job is getting to be a really big problem. Theres so much I want to do, which I cant at the moment! Like Im meant to be going down to see laura next weekend as its her 19th on the 1st May but Im not even sure if I can afford to do that. Gonna have to try to borrow some money.

God Im in love, Ive said it before I know, but Im saying it again! Laura is the best thing thats happened to me since... well... alison. and we all know what happened there. NO COMMENT! hopefully this wont end up the same way! couldnt go through all that again! Damn it james!

ummmm ok! stoped thinking about that now! soz! wont happen again! Im just so happy, and dont want to ruin it this time!

Laura I LOVE YOU!

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