ok... so you all know one of our mices stores got closed down! now we closed the other one and we have all been made redundant! Its not that its bothering me, but its the fact that they havent kept us all informed about whats happening!
I walked into work, just before 5pm and danny and frisby were outside... and they said that alex (the owner of mices) was coming in! so i went for my cigarette and got changed for work, alex and richard walk in at 5:10pm and by 5:20pmwe had everyone out of the building! Alex had us all sit down and told us the company was in liquidation, although the parent company, Redstone systems, wasn't?!?
Mices owe something around the six figue mark! and with rent being £40k a year and £1.5k a month council tax... the bills were adding up! so we have all been made redundant! but we did kinda celebrate, richard gotthe wine out the cupboard, and we all had some! then me, frisbyand will went to the gloc for a pint! Its going to be ashame not working with them, but life will go on! and im sure we will all stay intouch!
And todays tunage is...... Project Valkyre - The battle for Valhalla
Wednesday, 28 June 2006
Tuesday, 27 June 2006
I think im in love....
OK now! So its been like 4 years ( well since 24th July 2002) since my last proper realtionship!
And I think IM in love... Shes like the best! Monique!!!!! I love ya hunz! And I know you live in south africa, and Im stuck here in the uk... and the long distance thing and all! but i really wish it works! She makes me laugh, she listens to me and i care for her soo much! I havent felt this way since Alison! oh god, that brings back memories!
Anyway.... I really want it to work between me and Monique, even with the long distances and all! Not that anyone reads this! apart from monique of course.... but I love her! and need to tell someone! It doesnt usually work between me and girls! but this... ITs like true love! Its not only love tho, its like a mutual bond between us, we just connect, i think! Thats how it feels with me. Im usually really shy around woman, but with monique, I just open up to her, I can tell her anything, without getting shy! If anyone wants to contribute to the james & Monique funds! Help me pay for airfare so I can go over there... PLEASE HELP! lmfao!
LOVE YOU MONIQUE!
And todays tunage is...... Kelly Clarkson - Because of you
And I think IM in love... Shes like the best! Monique!!!!! I love ya hunz! And I know you live in south africa, and Im stuck here in the uk... and the long distance thing and all! but i really wish it works! She makes me laugh, she listens to me and i care for her soo much! I havent felt this way since Alison! oh god, that brings back memories!
Anyway.... I really want it to work between me and Monique, even with the long distances and all! Not that anyone reads this! apart from monique of course.... but I love her! and need to tell someone! It doesnt usually work between me and girls! but this... ITs like true love! Its not only love tho, its like a mutual bond between us, we just connect, i think! Thats how it feels with me. Im usually really shy around woman, but with monique, I just open up to her, I can tell her anything, without getting shy! If anyone wants to contribute to the james & Monique funds! Help me pay for airfare so I can go over there... PLEASE HELP! lmfao!
LOVE YOU MONIQUE!
And todays tunage is...... Kelly Clarkson - Because of you
oh Im going to Windsor!
Going to Windsor to meet lottie today! Meeting Gemma at midday at the icerink and we are driving down! Its gonna be soooooo good to get my cuddle from lottie! God I miss her! Cant wait to see her! But Im sat in work right now, waiting for Richard to come in so I can get my pay! Where the hell is he! I need to do some shopping before I meet Gemma as well! credit, cigarettes etc.... drink.....
Also going out tonight... More than likely be in the Wheatshief! Graeme has a new bartender called maria, and she and her friend (cant remember her name, oh oh god is she cute) are going to watch the france Vs Spain match! Mainly cos Maria is french... I think... anyway.. Her friend... Shes Polish, and shes really nice! and she asked me to come.. So I have to be back in oxford by 8pm! so I can go and watch the match, not that I like football. But in the company of some sexy ladies, and with Graeme! It might turn out okay! Maria and Graeme are working tonight, So I may ask maria's friend if she wants to go to Ponana's with me, and we can chill out there! Ohh.. and this friend. she works at the Grand Cafe, as a waitress! So thats cool, and her and maria both study at brookes! but I forget what they are studying!
Will find out more about her tonight, She drinks stella, and smokes, and umm... thats just about everything I know!
Also going out tonight... More than likely be in the Wheatshief! Graeme has a new bartender called maria, and she and her friend (cant remember her name, oh oh god is she cute) are going to watch the france Vs Spain match! Mainly cos Maria is french... I think... anyway.. Her friend... Shes Polish, and shes really nice! and she asked me to come.. So I have to be back in oxford by 8pm! so I can go and watch the match, not that I like football. But in the company of some sexy ladies, and with Graeme! It might turn out okay! Maria and Graeme are working tonight, So I may ask maria's friend if she wants to go to Ponana's with me, and we can chill out there! Ohh.. and this friend. she works at the Grand Cafe, as a waitress! So thats cool, and her and maria both study at brookes! but I forget what they are studying!
Will find out more about her tonight, She drinks stella, and smokes, and umm... thats just about everything I know!
Sunday, 25 June 2006
and out comes the stupid people!
Bloody football! I hate it, it makes everyone, especially the english, act all stupid! who cares about a group of guys kicking a ball around a feild! I dont mind playing it, but the world cup is crazy! It makes work empty, which is boring, and theres nothing to do! Its just another excuse for the english to start fights, etc!
Saturday, 24 June 2006
where is everyone?
OK now! My blog has been up and running since 11th June, thats 13 days, and I havent had a single comment! Im gonna get a hit counter just to see whos looking at it! maybe no one! but IM actively advertising it! and theres links on my website which people keep looking at.... Maybe they are laughing to much to comment, or i might just be boring! or using large words that they dont understand! Or maybe its the simple fact that no one cares about me? well the feelings mutual!
Tuesday Im meant to be going down to see lottie, not so sure now... same with going to tylah's ! I just dont know what Im doing at the moment! My life is a total mess and ummmmm..... yeah.....
Anyway... the boys, Lewis, Zack, Dale and Tylah came in today... while I was at work... Their all annoying! Everyone is annoying tho at the moment! I just wanna be left alone to die! Dont want to sound emo or anything, but my life really is that shit at the moment! And if anyone actually read this blog they would understand that...
My nan keeps moaning about me, and she hasnt got a fucking clue about what Im going through at the moment! I just cant deal with my life at the moment! One of my friends actually asked me to go to see a physcologist! and try to sort out all my problems! Ummm I think the answer to that was a big fat NO!
Well my life still goes on... Even if I dont want it to, but Im not about to do anything stupid, I tried it once, Im not about to do it again, cos no matter how much I wanted my life to end back in the days, theres always the good things that Ive done that I wouldnt of missed for the world! Yeah they are far and few between, but they still happened to me! I just wonder what would of happened if I never met Alison, or we never split up and I tried to kill myself, If none of that ever happened? would my life of turned out differently? would some cosmic fate sorted my life out so it was all rosey and perky?
Hang on... I can be rosey and perky, Im just not about to go down the drugs road again! anyway... thats a different story! and one Im not about to tell anyone! It involves me, drugs, and copous amounts of alcohol! oh god, bring back the good ole days!
Tuesday Im meant to be going down to see lottie, not so sure now... same with going to tylah's ! I just dont know what Im doing at the moment! My life is a total mess and ummmmm..... yeah.....
Anyway... the boys, Lewis, Zack, Dale and Tylah came in today... while I was at work... Their all annoying! Everyone is annoying tho at the moment! I just wanna be left alone to die! Dont want to sound emo or anything, but my life really is that shit at the moment! And if anyone actually read this blog they would understand that...
My nan keeps moaning about me, and she hasnt got a fucking clue about what Im going through at the moment! I just cant deal with my life at the moment! One of my friends actually asked me to go to see a physcologist! and try to sort out all my problems! Ummm I think the answer to that was a big fat NO!
Well my life still goes on... Even if I dont want it to, but Im not about to do anything stupid, I tried it once, Im not about to do it again, cos no matter how much I wanted my life to end back in the days, theres always the good things that Ive done that I wouldnt of missed for the world! Yeah they are far and few between, but they still happened to me! I just wonder what would of happened if I never met Alison, or we never split up and I tried to kill myself, If none of that ever happened? would my life of turned out differently? would some cosmic fate sorted my life out so it was all rosey and perky?
Hang on... I can be rosey and perky, Im just not about to go down the drugs road again! anyway... thats a different story! and one Im not about to tell anyone! It involves me, drugs, and copous amounts of alcohol! oh god, bring back the good ole days!
Friday, 23 June 2006
Me with Lottie? wont happen!
so I was speaking to Jo online today, Jo is Lottie's mom! She came out with "is something going on between you and my daughter?" and I was like what? no! were just really close friends! Now... My dad thought something was going on.. cos I stayed there and we shared a bed... My nan thinks the same as do the boys (I think!)
Now lets get this all straight! Even though I love her, and have feelings for her, and I care for her with all my heart... Nothing has, and nothing will, ever happen with me and Lottie! We are just two close friends! Even Gemma thought something was going on... its like NO! Will people get it into their heads that this is 2006 and two friends, thats a male and a female, can be just friends without anything going on under the covers! Even if those two friends share a bed on the odd occasion, it is always fully clothed, kinda....
And even if I did want something more to happen, it wouldnt, it would ruin our friendship, and I cherish that more than anything in the whole world! Shes one of my best and closest friends. So lets hope this has put you all in place!
Spent most of my shift at work tonight cleaning the kitchen, reorginising everything and sorting it all into place! also washed the windows so its all nice and clean! I know i shouldnt of done it cos it wont last that long... Not with the guys at work anyway...
Tylah has really pissed me off as well! was speaking to her last night online and she said she was coming to oxford today, wish was cool, and she was gonna stay at Lewis' which is also cool! She was getting into oxford at 11:30am! So i said as Im not working I will meet her at the station, and she was like, no, its ok, dale is meeting me, and she hates dale, but i thought ok. and i said I could still meet her as Im not at work til 5pm but shes was all like no, Im only gonna get of the train and straight onto the bus to see zack, so I was like whats wrong with me coming? and she said that she wanted it to be just her and zack, so i was like, arn't dale and lew gonna be there? and she said yeah, so its like whats wrong with me there as well? and she said that the boys dont get in the way, which they always do! so i said they do, and im the one who usually stops them getting in the way, and she basically said she didnt want me there, so i was like fuck off bitch! and i blocked her!
Havent spoken to her since, but i have had zack on the phone wanting to know why i called her a bitch, and dale txt me, and I told Julie, thats Tylah's mom! I just dont care! If shes gonna be like that then to hell with me going to her birthday party and her expecting me to pay for alcohol etc! and her present! She cant even spend the day with zack anyway he was babysitting til 9pm and from what i been told hes baby sitting all day tomorrow!
LIFE IS SHIT!
And todays tunage is...... Papa Roach - Build a bridge
Now lets get this all straight! Even though I love her, and have feelings for her, and I care for her with all my heart... Nothing has, and nothing will, ever happen with me and Lottie! We are just two close friends! Even Gemma thought something was going on... its like NO! Will people get it into their heads that this is 2006 and two friends, thats a male and a female, can be just friends without anything going on under the covers! Even if those two friends share a bed on the odd occasion, it is always fully clothed, kinda....
And even if I did want something more to happen, it wouldnt, it would ruin our friendship, and I cherish that more than anything in the whole world! Shes one of my best and closest friends. So lets hope this has put you all in place!
Spent most of my shift at work tonight cleaning the kitchen, reorginising everything and sorting it all into place! also washed the windows so its all nice and clean! I know i shouldnt of done it cos it wont last that long... Not with the guys at work anyway...
Tylah has really pissed me off as well! was speaking to her last night online and she said she was coming to oxford today, wish was cool, and she was gonna stay at Lewis' which is also cool! She was getting into oxford at 11:30am! So i said as Im not working I will meet her at the station, and she was like, no, its ok, dale is meeting me, and she hates dale, but i thought ok. and i said I could still meet her as Im not at work til 5pm but shes was all like no, Im only gonna get of the train and straight onto the bus to see zack, so I was like whats wrong with me coming? and she said that she wanted it to be just her and zack, so i was like, arn't dale and lew gonna be there? and she said yeah, so its like whats wrong with me there as well? and she said that the boys dont get in the way, which they always do! so i said they do, and im the one who usually stops them getting in the way, and she basically said she didnt want me there, so i was like fuck off bitch! and i blocked her!
Havent spoken to her since, but i have had zack on the phone wanting to know why i called her a bitch, and dale txt me, and I told Julie, thats Tylah's mom! I just dont care! If shes gonna be like that then to hell with me going to her birthday party and her expecting me to pay for alcohol etc! and her present! She cant even spend the day with zack anyway he was babysitting til 9pm and from what i been told hes baby sitting all day tomorrow!
LIFE IS SHIT!
And todays tunage is...... Papa Roach - Build a bridge
Wednesday, 21 June 2006
Random amounts of spending
Yes, Thats right! i been stupid and spent my hard earnt cash on stupid things! Yesterday I went to the cinema with zack to watch fast & the furious: tokyo drift... Its was excellent! tripped out cars, stunning girls and awesome music! everything a man could want! Also brought the underworld box set! thats both films, on DVD which is cool! i seen both films before and i already own the first one on dvd, but it was worth it!
Today I brought a few cd's!
System of a down - Steal this album
Limp Bizkit - Greatest Hitz
Tupac - Sunset Blvd
They are all good! wasnt sure bout the SOAD album... but its pretty good! well... apart from the first track! Havent listened to the other two yet, but limp bizkit is usually good and tupac... well, that just doesnt need commenting on! Tupac just is ghetto! And its another one of his albums to add to my growing compalation! i think thats around 12 of his albums I've got now! Just a few more to get!
I've also put £50 into savings! I actually got a £50 nite in my pay so I've put it away! gonna try to put at least that much away each week! and in a few months i'll be able to afford a top quality gaming machine! GREAT!
anyway....
Sat in work... and water starts leaking from above, running through a light socket! So off go the lights and the 2 nearest computers... but this isnt your typical small leak! Its fucking pouring through! ITs from Flat 67 above the store! so whoever you are? fucking sort it out! its like a full blown tap thats been turned on! no small trickle of water!
Today I brought a few cd's!
System of a down - Steal this album
Limp Bizkit - Greatest Hitz
Tupac - Sunset Blvd
They are all good! wasnt sure bout the SOAD album... but its pretty good! well... apart from the first track! Havent listened to the other two yet, but limp bizkit is usually good and tupac... well, that just doesnt need commenting on! Tupac just is ghetto! And its another one of his albums to add to my growing compalation! i think thats around 12 of his albums I've got now! Just a few more to get!
I've also put £50 into savings! I actually got a £50 nite in my pay so I've put it away! gonna try to put at least that much away each week! and in a few months i'll be able to afford a top quality gaming machine! GREAT!
anyway....
Sat in work... and water starts leaking from above, running through a light socket! So off go the lights and the 2 nearest computers... but this isnt your typical small leak! Its fucking pouring through! ITs from Flat 67 above the store! so whoever you are? fucking sort it out! its like a full blown tap thats been turned on! no small trickle of water!
Tuesday, 20 June 2006
so what!
so no one reads my blog! I dont really care! Im still gonna write in here, even if it is just for me! It gives me a way to vent all my frustration without going back to punching things! anyway.....
VF server 4 is down! so i cant check my mail and what not! It does a cleanup every morning and this morning it went to do it and stalled, so it hasnt finished and because of that, it wont let the site load! Graeme is trying to get hold of Jet to get it fixed, but seeming as he's stateside its only 7am there! good luck Graeme!
Got paid today.... a whole £180!!! Yippee! I really wanna buy some shoes and a pair of trousers.... or rather! a pair of combats.... something "gothic" if you can call them that....
Not sure if I should tho! I should save my money! so i can pay to go see charlotte and for gemma's wedding present, and birthday present, and tylahs birthday present, and julie's birthday present, then i got ryans and AJ's birthdays at the end of the month... also got kirsty's birthday, and garry's !
12th July-----Kirsty's 18th
13th July-----My 22nd
15th July-----Gemma's 21st
15th July-----Gemma & Carl's Wedding
17th July-----Tylah's 16th
19th July??---Julie's
23rd July??---AJ's 1st
24th July-----Eric's Birthday
24th July-----Ryan's 14th???
25th July-----Garry's 47th
I really do hate July for birthdays! theres just soo many of them! Not sure what to get anyone either!!! they will all have to wait and see what they get!
And todays tunage is...... Papa Roach - Scars
VF server 4 is down! so i cant check my mail and what not! It does a cleanup every morning and this morning it went to do it and stalled, so it hasnt finished and because of that, it wont let the site load! Graeme is trying to get hold of Jet to get it fixed, but seeming as he's stateside its only 7am there! good luck Graeme!
Got paid today.... a whole £180!!! Yippee! I really wanna buy some shoes and a pair of trousers.... or rather! a pair of combats.... something "gothic" if you can call them that....
Not sure if I should tho! I should save my money! so i can pay to go see charlotte and for gemma's wedding present, and birthday present, and tylahs birthday present, and julie's birthday present, then i got ryans and AJ's birthdays at the end of the month... also got kirsty's birthday, and garry's !
12th July-----Kirsty's 18th
13th July-----My 22nd
15th July-----Gemma's 21st
15th July-----Gemma & Carl's Wedding
17th July-----Tylah's 16th
19th July??---Julie's
23rd July??---AJ's 1st
24th July-----Eric's Birthday
24th July-----Ryan's 14th???
25th July-----Garry's 47th
I really do hate July for birthdays! theres just soo many of them! Not sure what to get anyone either!!! they will all have to wait and see what they get!
And todays tunage is...... Papa Roach - Scars
Monday, 19 June 2006
and on it goes! Unfortunately
Thinking of starting this blog with a new look on life! hoping it was gonna be all happy me, and not sad me! and thinking my life was on track again... So much for all that! As of now! my life offically stinks!
I hate this! I need a new life! can i buy yours? I just wish things would be better! I cant wait til I'm back at college, with my debts cleared, and all my problems gone! but that isnt gonna happen is it! It just gets worse and worse!
And todays tunage is...... Godsmack - Bad Magick
I hate this! I need a new life! can i buy yours? I just wish things would be better! I cant wait til I'm back at college, with my debts cleared, and all my problems gone! but that isnt gonna happen is it! It just gets worse and worse!
And todays tunage is...... Godsmack - Bad Magick
like, ummm.... i dunno
Well lottie got to winsor all safe and sound! and what she doesnt know is i had some mates keeping an eye on her! so its all kool! she says shes having fun there, and shes happy! so that makes me happy! I really do miss her tho! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Met up with graeme again last night! got a bunch of VF stickers and what not! So that was cool! Really need to do some VF promotion!
If anyone here is, ummm.... not normal! that is, to say, gothic, emo, or just a freak! you should all join VF!!!!
Just click on the banner to have a look! its a great place, and if anyone wants to know who graeme is! just look up _designer_ and give him a shout! just remember to tell him where you got the link from!
Met up with graeme again last night! got a bunch of VF stickers and what not! So that was cool! Really need to do some VF promotion!
If anyone here is, ummm.... not normal! that is, to say, gothic, emo, or just a freak! you should all join VF!!!!
Just click on the banner to have a look! its a great place, and if anyone wants to know who graeme is! just look up _designer_ and give him a shout! just remember to tell him where you got the link from!
Sunday, 18 June 2006
And down the hill I go
Yeah.. .ummm... My life stinks like ummm.... like muppet toast!
Cindy has been grounded for a month and cant come online! and I love her! and I miss her! and I want her to come online! she makes me laugh! I miss her sooooo much!
Charlotte has also moved to her aunty's in Winsor.... I almost cried when she left this morning! I'm gonna miss my hugs hunz! Oh well! WIll see you soon! Then i can have my cuddles! and I'll watch out for your mom and the kids! and I'll make sure the boys dont get into too much trouble without you around! I think the boys miss you but are too scared to admit it! You know what their like! as soon as they show any feelings then they think it makes them look weak! despite how much Zack cries! lmao! I really do love you! and I'll come visit you very very soon! even if it is just for the day!
Mices is totally shit at the moment! at least its easy cash! I met Graeme! ie _designer_ from Vampirefreaks.com!!! Hes a sound guy! we went to the gloc last friday! and the amount of people in there that we recignized from VF!!! but i dont think any of them were in the oxford cult! so ummm... VF sticker posting time! lmao!
And todays tunage is...... 1st ladi - Missing you
Cindy has been grounded for a month and cant come online! and I love her! and I miss her! and I want her to come online! she makes me laugh! I miss her sooooo much!
Charlotte has also moved to her aunty's in Winsor.... I almost cried when she left this morning! I'm gonna miss my hugs hunz! Oh well! WIll see you soon! Then i can have my cuddles! and I'll watch out for your mom and the kids! and I'll make sure the boys dont get into too much trouble without you around! I think the boys miss you but are too scared to admit it! You know what their like! as soon as they show any feelings then they think it makes them look weak! despite how much Zack cries! lmao! I really do love you! and I'll come visit you very very soon! even if it is just for the day!
Mices is totally shit at the moment! at least its easy cash! I met Graeme! ie _designer_ from Vampirefreaks.com!!! Hes a sound guy! we went to the gloc last friday! and the amount of people in there that we recignized from VF!!! but i dont think any of them were in the oxford cult! so ummm... VF sticker posting time! lmao!
And todays tunage is...... 1st ladi - Missing you
Wednesday, 14 June 2006
The cats been let out the bag
So the cat is out... and is eating all the mices! b
One of our stores got closed down on monday by the inland Revenue and all our computers were taken along with the moniters and keyboards and mouses and the coffee machine (good ridens) and the working fridge!
So now we are down to one store and with 8 members of staff that means so drop in hours! not that im sure what that means! As long as they let me do around 30 hours a week I'll be a happy mouse!
Got today off! and gonna go spend all my hard earned cash on junk etc!
More later on what i buy!
One of our stores got closed down on monday by the inland Revenue and all our computers were taken along with the moniters and keyboards and mouses and the coffee machine (good ridens) and the working fridge!
So now we are down to one store and with 8 members of staff that means so drop in hours! not that im sure what that means! As long as they let me do around 30 hours a week I'll be a happy mouse!
Got today off! and gonna go spend all my hard earned cash on junk etc!
More later on what i buy!
Sunday, 11 June 2006
where to start...
Ok now! Im not gonna start by telling my life story! If you are sad enough to want to know visit my website at www.chunky1318.com
Im 21 years old, Live in Oxford, UK and work at mices which is an internet cafe in town. Im going back to college to study an access to IT course which will hopefully, if i pass, get me into uni to study website design. That is my main goal in life! ok, I know im shit at it at the moment but with this course. I hope to improve my skills and finally take Unjustified Designs Ltd to a full scale business!
As for my friends who are going to read this. Take everything at face value. Im not about to lie, hold back information, that is, unless its sooo secret, and then i might just tell the world anyway! Im gonna speak the truth from the start til the end. And everything will be going in here!
So sit back, enjoy and anticipate the next post!
Im 21 years old, Live in Oxford, UK and work at mices which is an internet cafe in town. Im going back to college to study an access to IT course which will hopefully, if i pass, get me into uni to study website design. That is my main goal in life! ok, I know im shit at it at the moment but with this course. I hope to improve my skills and finally take Unjustified Designs Ltd to a full scale business!
As for my friends who are going to read this. Take everything at face value. Im not about to lie, hold back information, that is, unless its sooo secret, and then i might just tell the world anyway! Im gonna speak the truth from the start til the end. And everything will be going in here!
So sit back, enjoy and anticipate the next post!
like...ummm... my first blog!
this is my first post.. and im like... woah! its cool! this is soo much better than using msn spaces and its like kool! but umm... its another site and user name and password that i will have to remember! is that even possible... with the million or so sites that i already belong to? half of which i cant even remember anyway? oh well! lets see!
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