is suicide legal?

God I feel depressed today! god knows why with Lottie in oxford, but my life is seriously messed up! I mean, I know I feel depressed quite a bit, more than any sane person should, but today is worse then ever! I just feel like dying, and I know its not gonna happen, and im not even about to try it! I learnt my lesson on that subject 4 years ago! I might just go for a long walk! I'll go into town and hand in my application for that job at staples and walk around to clear my head!

She said no, and I understand why

But being with her makes me feel high

Being without her is like living a lie

Without her here I might as well die