Friday, 8 September 2006

college college college

So I went in for my induction at college today... but the thing is, they got the dates wrong on my letter. My induction was meant to be last friday and was meant to start college last monday, so I've missed a whole week of my college. Luckily I've been told they havent done much because it wasnt just me who got the wrong dates, and the class is only half of what it should be! So instead of starting college on the 29th Im actually going to start this monday!

We also didnt go to alton towers! It got changed to the 17th, but now im at college I cant go! And I really wanna see charlotte! _*cries*_ I really do miss her, and I know its complicated but i cant stop the feeling I have for her! I just wanna ask her out, but i just dont know if i should or not! It could ruin our friendship and thats the last thing i want to do! I cherish our friendship more than anything in the world! plus since shes moved to Winsdor its even worse! I'd ask for advice, but kno one reads thi so that would be useless! Whjat in hell do I do????? I dont wanna talk to anyone about it, cos everyone knows both of us! I cant speak to her mom, jo, so she already thinks theres something going on between me and lottie, not that there is yet... yet? maybe never! Im just not sure! what was that saying? "absince makes the heart grow fonder" well whoever said it was right! damn bastards!

oh well... live goes on and I cant wait for college on monday! still not heard anything bout that job tho! and blah blah blah

Laterz!

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