Friday, 23 June 2006

Me with Lottie? wont happen!

so I was speaking to Jo online today, Jo is Lottie's mom! She came out with "is something going on between you and my daughter?" and I was like what? no! were just really close friends! Now... My dad thought something was going on.. cos I stayed there and we shared a bed... My nan thinks the same as do the boys (I think!)

Now lets get this all straight! Even though I love her, and have feelings for her, and I care for her with all my heart... Nothing has, and nothing will, ever happen with me and Lottie! We are just two close friends! Even Gemma thought something was going on... its like NO! Will people get it into their heads that this is 2006 and two friends, thats a male and a female, can be just friends without anything going on under the covers! Even if those two friends share a bed on the odd occasion, it is always fully clothed, kinda....

And even if I did want something more to happen, it wouldnt, it would ruin our friendship, and I cherish that more than anything in the whole world! Shes one of my best and closest friends. So lets hope this has put you all in place!

Spent most of my shift at work tonight cleaning the kitchen, reorginising everything and sorting it all into place! also washed the windows so its all nice and clean! I know i shouldnt of done it cos it wont last that long... Not with the guys at work anyway...

Tylah has really pissed me off as well! was speaking to her last night online and she said she was coming to oxford today, wish was cool, and she was gonna stay at Lewis' which is also cool! She was getting into oxford at 11:30am! So i said as Im not working I will meet her at the station, and she was like, no, its ok, dale is meeting me, and she hates dale, but i thought ok. and i said I could still meet her as Im not at work til 5pm but shes was all like no, Im only gonna get of the train and straight onto the bus to see zack, so I was like whats wrong with me coming? and she said that she wanted it to be just her and zack, so i was like, arn't dale and lew gonna be there? and she said yeah, so its like whats wrong with me there as well? and she said that the boys dont get in the way, which they always do! so i said they do, and im the one who usually stops them getting in the way, and she basically said she didnt want me there, so i was like fuck off bitch! and i blocked her!

Havent spoken to her since, but i have had zack on the phone wanting to know why i called her a bitch, and dale txt me, and I told Julie, thats Tylah's mom! I just dont care! If shes gonna be like that then to hell with me going to her birthday party and her expecting me to pay for alcohol etc! and her present! She cant even spend the day with zack anyway he was babysitting til 9pm and from what i been told hes baby sitting all day tomorrow!

LIFE IS SHIT!

And todays tunage is...... Papa Roach - Build a bridge

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